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e-mailing, drinking exotic juice, losing contact with old friends, mother reassuring me, love bites, panic attacks, counselling, pencilling in eyebrows again, insane crushes, uncomfortable texts, dirty thoughts, unplanned sleepovers with new friends, stealing coloured rubber bands, forever homesick, forever dreaming of being madonna, making fake plans, writing lists knowing i'll never stick to them, regaining motivation + confidence, over-analysing my life, experimenting