now

dirty hair, forever dirty thoughts, insecurities on show, friend crushes, struggling with old friendships, living in 2 worlds, blackouts, printed tights, regrets of returning, apple juice, fucked up leg, judged, dark circles, bindis, forever e-mailing, stuck in a rut, tuesday ponytails, borrowing friends' clothes, sofia coppola movies, late nights/early mornings, drunk facebooking, feeling uninspired